Sitting here this morning.. feeling pretty good mentally and physically.. and decided to look through some of the recording on my DVR for something special for the girls and I to watch tonight..
Porn.. Yep.. my husband purchased porn and recorded it to our family DVR..
long sad (((…sigh…)))
once upon a time I would have cried.. gotten angry.. fought with him about it.. been hurt beyond words..
Oh don’t get me wrong.. I am ANGRY.. it is SO. NOT. OK. to watch this stuff in this house and to record it and leave it where our children could find it?!?!?! is just beyond comprehension..
But I just deleted it.. cleared the history.. Said a long prayer of thanks that my children did not see this filthy garbage.. and I am going to call the satellite company and see if I can block the viewing and purchase of this stuff..
I went upstairs checked that tv/dvr and did 30 minutes of yoga..
came here to unload this.. I refuse to allow this to weigh me down today.
I told you things would not be getting easy..
but I am moving on with my day..
oh.. and when he comes home.. I am saying nothing.. not a word.. just going to take the $10.99 out of his wallet to pay for this filth.. it is NOT coming out of the household budget.. he can go hungry out on the road for a 1/2 a day..