I did not think I could cry over any of this shit anymore..
I was wrong.
I do not know how I lived with things like this for so many years..
I must have been a Fucking Wreck of monumental proportions..
all the time
detachment is hard to achieve when the drinking is right in your face.. when you are just tired and lost.
crap.. I am really tired and lost..
I cannot live with the drinking.. and all the attitude and behaviors that go with it.. and I cannot divorce him yet..
I am back in that lose lose lose lose situation.
Black Sheep

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