Author Archives: blacksheepchoppers

a year and a month

June 16 2011 I started this blog.. Here I am.. a year and a month later and my life has completely changed. almostĀ  nothing.. including me.. is the same. I decided on Feb 20th 2012 I wanted out..I knew I … Continue reading

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I love this photo..

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All the things

I have given upĀ or thrown away or left behind or have had taken away from me… My farm, my title of wife, my home, darling rena, dearest patty… I have been moved and tossed,, tumbled and torn.. and hurt, heart … Continue reading

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well.. unexpected..

DAMN DAMN DAMN She as not supposed to get old ad sick and leave me NOW.. Patty came into my live yeas ago when terrible tragedy fell upon our family and healed us.. healed me.. today she let me too … Continue reading

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What the hell is wrong with people?

Why am I sad?!?? Just a sheep…. We lost a damn pet we had for 9 years and YEAH. We are all sad. Other sheep is freaked out alone and the mare is reacting to my emotions. She picks up … Continue reading

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Dearest Rena

“Rest in peace” You were the very awesomest sheep I have ever known. And thank you for being able to wait so I could have you with me here.. Where at least for a while I can visit you. Love … Continue reading

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almost there..

today is the last day i have to get what is mine from the house.. I am very glad it is almost over.. .. this ending means MANY new beginnings I already feel happier and more at ease than I … Continue reading

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crappy but happy

just a few minutes ago.. standing in the hot little kitchen.. in this crappy little mobile home… listening to Kenny Chesney… cooking a throw it together dinner.. listening to my kids play.. watching my horse out the window.. despite the … Continue reading

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I have arrived

6 months to the day.. I started moving.. 4 days later am 75% moved and it feels like home. so much to do so much to think about. so very much to tell but know this… it is unequivocally, no … Continue reading

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moving days

Moving along and moving on. working hard, packing and getting things ready to go to my new place. Got my Mare moved yesterday and she did so great. She has not trailer-ed in 12 years and when I stepped up … Continue reading

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